- Mood:
dA Love - Listening to: The Sounds of PC Fan
- Reading: Previous Journals
- Watching: Time Slip Past
- Playing: With Myself?
- Eating: Food
- Drinking: Drink
Yeah... Well it appears I haven't logged in in 13 weeks 27 days, 9 hours and two mins... Wanna know why?!?!? Cause I haven't written anything in at least 5 times that length.
It's not that I've given up on it, or I haven't had the time... its more of I just don't have the fuel. A lot of what I wrote was about how I felt about situations, people, x girlfriends etc... and 99% of that shit was depressing. Truth is I'm happy at the moment... Ha! are you reading this shit?!?!?! One of the most miserable fucks you have ever known is happy. LOL. The only problem is I have always found it really easy to verbally express my feelings in poetry when its been negative, but I don't seem to be able to do it about positive things. I know... That just sounds crazy... but it's true. I'm not dead yet so you can expect more stuff at some point... but it could be a long time.